Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Lucid Dreaming | Badly wanting to LD, but did I already..?

When I was younger, I would say maybe 10 years ago earlier or later..anyways, I had a nightmare and I woke up panicking like crazy. I was so scared. I went to get up to get help, i couldnt move my arms more than maybe half an inch in any direction. It felt like I was paralyzed. This scared me even more. I tried screaming at the top of my lungs but nothing could come out. It was like someone sewn my lips together and I couldnt get any sound out but a "hmm". I began freaking out even more thinking I was dying. I finally got up and I ran for the light switch. I used my shoulder to hit the switch as I couldnt move my arms. Didnt work. I ran to the stairs and hit that light, barely lit up. I run up the stairs and go to bang on the door to my sisters room (at the time) but I couldnt move my arms. I couldnt scream. I started crying and crying and just fell. I eventually got up after struggling because I cant move my arms and headed back to the couch I fell asleep on. I just told myself go to bed and I will wake up in the morning and tell my mom or dad. Then When i closed my eyes I woke up to reality. But was it reality before? Was it a lucid dream? I dont know and But I can vividly remember every little action, thought, motion, etc of that night. I remember the color of the gray darkness. Did I lucid dream before as a kid? If so, wow...I would be so happy. If It was, does this mean I am more prone to lucid dreaming when I nap? Such as, If I believe I will and lay on my back arms at side and just see through my mind?





via Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views - Attaining Lucidity http://www.dreamviews.com/showthread.php?t=147447&goto=newpost

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