Putting it clearly, i've known LDing for a long time, and i've only seen real success back when i was a beginner. I started jumping back and forth in my methods with the belief that nothing is working for me, and i've grown really tired of going back and forth. Not to help it, but i'm afraid of practicing one method for a long time and not seeing results in the end.
Almost always, it goes like this:
1- Found X method
2- Practice X for a week or two
3- Nothing changes, an apparent lack of LDs
4- Lose motivation and switch to another method
Honestly i'm just afraid of failing in the end, and i lose motivation to continue consistently after a week or two. The fear of being let down, a lack of consistency in my practices, along with my very rare LDs has made me get really disappointed with myself.. It has gotten so bad i'm starting to believe that i just can't do it. What's worse, i'm afraid that i'm practicing a method the wrong way, which makes my trust shatter after those few weeks of nothing happening.
Almost always, it goes like this:
1- Found X method
2- Practice X for a week or two
3- Nothing changes, an apparent lack of LDs
4- Lose motivation and switch to another method
Honestly i'm just afraid of failing in the end, and i lose motivation to continue consistently after a week or two. The fear of being let down, a lack of consistency in my practices, along with my very rare LDs has made me get really disappointed with myself.. It has gotten so bad i'm starting to believe that i just can't do it. What's worse, i'm afraid that i'm practicing a method the wrong way, which makes my trust shatter after those few weeks of nothing happening.
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